Sad Times, New Starts

Hello everyone.  I hope you will all forgive me for being absent this long.  I have not given up on my dream to be a great blogger and photographer, but unfortunately RL gets in the way sometimes.  Back at the end of February was the one year anniversary for my Father's passing.  I'm told that the first year is the hardest.  I do know it brought back a lot of unwanted memories which stirred up my depression as well as my anxiety.  It didn't help that my mom was sick and at one point I had to call 911 for her as she fell and I couldn't lift her.  She's fine.  She had the flu and just got weak.  Her ankle was sore from her arthritis and it just gave out on her.  So they got her back into the bed but didn't take her to the ER.  Once we started getting the Tylenol in her she felt much better....just in tie for the fu to hit me the next day so she spent it taking care of me! It's funny how things work out that way isnt is?

Yes I know I"m talking a lot in this post.  I don't have anything ready to go except the one above.  It's rather how I've been feeling.  My fibromyalgia has been acting up so I haven't been doing all the fun stuff I normally would be doing.  Then my boyfriend dumped me :( I think it was because I haven't been on much what with being ill and taking care of my mom  He's been lonely he told me but then yesterday I kinda got a different story, one which really didn't make much sense but it's ok.  I can't fault him.  At least he broke up with me before going and doing anything behind my back (I think so anyway). Still doesn't stop it from hurting.

I've seen that a lot of people have chosen to follow me on Flicker!  Thank you so much if you actually read this. hehe.  I have  alot of ideas for pictures I want to do so maybe I should stop talking on here and just go get those done.

*big hugs* I'm so glad to be back and thank you all to those that have stuck with me!

Talk to you soon

Fyre Ember

You can see more of my work on my FLICKR page


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